They say the road to hell is paved with good intentions. My very good intention of yesterday sadly came to nothing today. In fact today has been pretty awful. But I am going to try and find some positive aspects if it kills me!
It started off with the washing machine breaking down witha full load in it. That was NOT a good start at all but I did manage to act rather than moan. I rang the engineer and he is coming on Thirsday morning.
Woek did not go well, I made some silly mistakes, one of which may have led to some CD's going missing. I also made some silly syetm errors - mainly with blister packs - but ended up feeling more laibility than anything else, On the lus side I did make an intervention on CCU. So I haven't totally lost my touch. But my doubts about how well I can cope under stress are not getting any less - and that is a key factor in any decision I will make about my future career.
So on to the real reason fro this blog - a replacment for the 90 day success journal - success there's a laugh.
OK I haven't listend to the tape, but I have folowed the 4 golden rules to the best of my ability. I used the car so didn't 'move my body' as much as I would have liked. I did drink some water, I managed to smile at myse;f in the mirror.
I haven't eaten cripss for days and have only had 2 biscuits today. I have resisted sweets as well over the past 2 days. I have enjoyed what I have eaten, felt full and on the whole have only eaten when I was hungry. I haven't taken a snack to bed with me for several days now.
I should feel good - but I don't. My worry over work is just too great. Hope tomorrow will be better. It can't be any worse
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