Monday 11 June 2012

Psychic Fair

We went to a psychic fair yesterday. Sadly it wasn't well signposted, and wasn't easy to find so footfall was very disappointing. Tony did one reading but I did 3. I was offering crystal readings which no-one else is offering. I had a real wow moment with one reading which involved mediumship. I got the relationship close (I said grandfather and it was great uncle) but I got the name. The look on their faces was amazing.

I am starting to have more confidence in my abilities - and that is brilliant. I have been actively trying to think much more positively - although it has been difficult.

Getting to the fair was NOT brilliant - and I was anything but calm. I had taken down the phone number of the organiser wrong so it got very fraught when the sat nav postcodes were unhelpful and we couldn't find the place.I still need to work on staying calm when things go wrong.

Steve has offerred to help us with marketing tips and with the website. He have me some advice about ways to increase the visibility of the site - which I have taken action on.

So here I sit at midday still in my dressing gown because I have been busy doing marketing stuff on the internet.

I am also feeling VERY pleased because Rachel has put an amazing testimonial on our facebook page Krystal Wolf Holistic Care I feel so pleased that she has benefitted from what I did.

On the down side - food and exercise have been horrifically out of balance. I have been tired with all the driving I have done ( Solihull,Nuneaton, Little Aston, Alcester and Solihull) all on consecutive days. Things will be calmer this week so I should start getting re-balanced soon.

Today I AM going to meditate, and I AM going to do some self healing. I have not done either for myself for way too long.

Friday 8 June 2012

An utterly brilliant day

Well........yesterday was all sorts of amazing. It started when I struggled to post something suitable in IYSAH. I put something together, then went on the daily tarot pick for Krystal Wolf Holistic Care group. I got The Tower and I thought. Wow thats SO relevant to what I posted in IYSAH that I shared it with the group. Then I went on to do a pick for our new page - and again got a card that was so apt I felt it was speaking to me personally.

I headed up to the salon in a good frame of mind, and I did actually do one 10 minute treatment. I agreed with Paula that we would offer selected perm/colour customers a FREE 10 minute session. Well a suitable lady came in and accepted the offer. And she was interested enough to ask some questions as I was leaving.

The I went to Nuneaton to a meeting Clare had suggested I join. I don't know what I was expecting - but I was pleasantly surprised to discover it was very spiritual. I discovered why I felt I had to drive 37 miles to meet strangers when I discovered how alike I am to debbie - who runs the group, and hw much our similar outlooks meant to Clare who got quite emotional during the meeting. I ended up sitting comforting Clare, as Debbie spoke supported by myself and the other members of the group. I really hope I get a chance to go back there and meet Debbie again. But amazingly 'The Tower' got mentioned by one of the other members of the group - which had me very much in a wow mode.

When I got home I found Tony in very upbeat mood. He had answered an sos from Psychic Today and logged on in the afternoon. He had a few calls and spoke live to the studio.

The we had circle. For the first time Sallie, Amber (who changed her mind about coming at the last minute) and Marie were all there. We did a chakra meditation, during which I could feel the room crackling with energy) We discussed crystals (got some strange ideas) did soe psychometry with one very strange result in what Marie took as her object and the information Tony got, then we did some cards and The Tower came out AGAIN. Then at one pointAmber was mesmerised by the cystal ball on the table and said she could see what looked like a black and white photo of a dark haired man. Something made me think about the photo of Davis (Alan's brother) and when I showed Amber the photo her face was a picture.

Amber is a rare talent and I feel truly humbled that we are being given the chance to guide her development. And I have realised to be a teacher/enabler of of others is a truly amazing calling.

Then after circle Tony had a scheduled session on the webcam for 886 - and had at least 2 calls to my knowledge.

I could not sleep last night. I was so hyped up with the all the energy from circle and the amazing synchronicities in the day.

Today I am tired but still energised. I realise I forgot to take my thyroxine this morning - but I am wondering if my levels are a bit on the high side . Maybe my sleeplessness has a mundane cause as well. Maybe I forgot because I know my levels are high? I need to book an appointment with the doctor.

But that is for next week. For now all I can say is ....WOW

Thursday 7 June 2012

Day 10

I don't where the time has gone. Somehow I have been too busy to post - and I am aware of an element of frustration in certain areas. I am meeting Clare today and I know that will focus me mind wonderfully.

Saturday 2 June 2012

Living brilliantly

Well today is day 5 and I don't think i have slipped too badly.

I resolved my dilemma with the lady I mentioned in the previous post. After talking to her CPN I know more about her and her problems, AND that she is now back on medication. This lady originally wanted aromatherapy and I did find myself discussing with Jean how that would be a safer option. At the same time I also found myself thinking -' and that means someone else will deal with her' This was a FAR from brilliant response. So having spoken to the CPN we agreed that hypnotherapy wasn't suitable - especially as the problem she wanted me to deal with is part of her psychosis. However it was agreed reiki would be relaxing and safe. So next week I am giving her reiki.

Its amazing how much you become aware of when you consciously think 'is this being brilliant' I have deleted any number of posts intend for Locumvoice.

And almost as if I am being rewarded, I have a new reiki patient BOOKED, and another one in the offing. I am also giving the salon owner another HOME treatment on Tuesday. PLus I am helping her set up a website for the salon.
Plus I spotted on FB that Colin Fry is planning a large psychic weekend in the midlands next March. Seeing someone had asked 'do you need any crystal sellers' I popped up with 'Do you need any readers' and got told 'yes' so we may be part of a BIG psychic fair next year.

Tony had an amazing night last night. 7 calls in three and half hours - and one of them was over 30 minutes long. So HE is on a roll too.

Its amazing how this positivity just becomes infectious.

But I do wonder if I am challenging myself enough . I wonder if I have correctly identified what makes me 'brilliant' It is almost too easy.

I haven't had any meltdowns when I felt as if the world was against me.
I haven't dodged or delayed tasks I was worried about
I have done some work on my portfolio.

The one downside is TC our 17 year old cat. He has a sore on his leg that won't heal and keeps bleeding. I am wondering if we need to take action. The problem is their is no brilliant response to this - just pain whether we wait and see or decide that 17 years is a good life for a cat. Am I being un- brilliant in not being more decisive? No because it isn't just my decision to take. I made it clear to Tony what my concerns were. I need to talk to Steve as TC is technically his cat. But I am not anxious to tackle the issue with him I admit