Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Day 18

I am trying I really am. But at the moment the funeral and all the clearing up of Edna's flat and her estate is is sapping my strength and energy.

I am going back to work net week and if I am honest I am not sure how I am going to cope.

I couldn't face the wii fit yesterday. I haven't switched it on yet this morning. I am getting the wii fit plus to see if that increases my motivation.

I have just eaten a bowl of porridge - probably too fast and am still hungry so I am doing myself two pieces of toast. I will try to eat them slowly.

I have a HUGE self image issue at the moment. I feel like a failure which I know I am not. I MUST go back to CYLI7D basics and bolster myself.

I WILL turn on the wii fit before I go out this morning

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