Today is the first day back in a more normal routine after easter - and I feel a bit adrift. I haven't een able to focus on writing anything for IYSAF. I feel very IBS ish this morning. I feel as if I am waiting for something to happen - but I have no idea what. I have wasted time this morning struggling with what to write on the groups page - and I suspect meditation will go by the board unless I rush. But I must get back into that. What do I want from today? I want work to be stress free - but I have a feeling it won't be. I MUST end that line of thought I am asking for trouble. I am definitely off my game this morning - and I need to get back on track