There was no storm at work. Maureen has read my email Other staff - and indeed other pharmacists I have worked with have all been telling me the same thing. I am one of the best pharmacists they have worked with. Which is very gratifying - but still doesn't make that department any safer or the strain on me any less. Indeed it is because I AM a good pharmacist that I recognise the inherent lack of safety in the systems and why I am finding the work such a strain. I await results with baited breath. I am optimistic I will still have work there- maybe even a day a week - which would keep me ticking over nicely. Today I am at the hospice - and looking forward to a nice quiet relaxing day. I will be quite happy if I only have the one patient.